Tomorrow night we’re going to our coolest friends’ house. They’re intimidatingly hip and edgy and artsy. Their home is a converted grocery store in a historic neighborhood. They just returned from a stint in Brooklyn and tomorrow night are hosting a talent show. Jesse and I will be singing / strumming, and I will be reading a piece I’ve written. Tonight, while perusing my portfolio, I ran across this, which I posted on my blog when I was about fifteen years old. I think I’ll choose something a little edgier for my reading tomorrow, but this–this is the stuff of my simple soul.

While reading the much beloved Anne of the Island I came across the description of a most inviting little house, and was intreagued to think of what my own ‘house o’ dreams’, in the words of Anne Shirley, would look like, finding it in many ways similar to Patty’s Place, the aforementioned inviting residence. And so for days I have dreamt of my little house, and cannot now pass up the temptation to describe it to you, dear friends.

My house is tucked away beneath massive old maple and oak trees, leaves and pine needles giving the ground around it an amber glow of warmth and invitation. It has a pea gravel drive that creates a welcoming crunch upon coming home. At the end of the driveway is a small stone house embroidered with ivy of autumn shades. There are many windows, diamond paned with cream woodwork and deep sills, on which rest little lights, shining in silence and welcoming warmth. There is a front porch for congregation and conversation of community friends and neighbors. On the porch is a charming old swing that creeks melodiously and slowly as one swings in the breeze of delight offered by the good season. While swinging there one can hear above the creeking the crunching leaves where children play and where a chocolate labrador retriever runs enthusiastically, both giving thanks for the glorious weather on a day like today. The children laugh and sing, and all is well. When the moon begins to peek out and the sun is called to slumber, hunger calls, and children, friends and all step inside the oak door onto a dark wood floor and sun-gold walls accessorized with black and white photographs of smiling old friends and comforting faces and places and paintings done by friends and famous artists such as Katherine Elizabeth Crampton. The noise of a crackling fire beckons one to come and rest…even the dog, who choses the braided rug just in front of the fire next to children playing cards or board games, or reading aloud books such as The Hobbit. Life is good. When called into the kitchen one would find deep bright red walls and the smell of soup and home-baked bread. The countertop is a mosaic done by yours truly, who needs to learn how to do mosaics. The women end their kitchen conversation and story-telling with a final laugh, and all gather round hand in hand, rosy cheeked, wide eyed and grinning, and give thanks to the Good Lord, who has so richly blessed them.

The most important detail of my house o’ dreams is that it is indeed no house, but a home; aglow with love and laughter and blessings. A family washed in the water and cleansed by the blood; a family that prays together; a family that snuggles together; a family that plays together; a family that loves together. The bathrooms smell like baby lotion and the clothes are are clean and fresh. The pillows are always a little disheveled and there are always a few books missing from the shelves. The girls’ ponytails are always a little loose, and the boys’ shoes always find themselves missing, for this is a home, not a house. The kitchen is never perfectly clean because there is always someone baking. The beds are never untouched because there is always a child napping. And the house is never dark, for the Lord is always shining in it; here in my house o’ dreams. Life is good in this home, for God has richly blessed it, and its simply sweet.

Love from my house o’ dreams,
Mary Ann

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My dad used to sing this lovely song to me when I was a little girl:

I know where I’m going
And I know who’s going with me;
I know who I love
And my dear knows who I’ll marry.

I have stockings of silk
And shoes of bright green leather,
Combs to buckle my hair,
And a ring for every finger…

Feather beds are soft,
And painted rooms are bonny,
But I would give them all
For my handsome, winsome Johnny.

Twenty years later, he walked me down the aisle to that song.

Today I painted our spare bedroom a sunny yellow. I love that we own our house and can paint the walls. Painted rooms are bonny.

This is just a sneak peak. The color is a little distorted from the flash; it’s not that obtrusively bright in real life. I have some sunny ideas for this little “spare-oom.” More to come in the following weeks.

Tonight, we are watching The Business of Being Born…more on that later.

Be my rabbit midwife,

Mary Ann

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This morning I took a stroll to the thrift store and the library.  I listened to House of Mirth, via Audible, and took a short-cut through the loveliest of graveyards (hilly, shady and peaceful) near our house, making it rather a pleasant trek.

At the library I checked out Moby Dick, which Jesse and I have been reading aloud together using the iBooks app on our phones.  Nothing beats a good old-fashioned, bound and printed book, though.

And now the highlight of my day–my thrifting finds.

First spotted:  vintage-y hand-made vegetables.  Perfect for filling a kid’s play shopping basket…for that kid I don’t have…but I will keep these on hand for when the time comes.

We have tomato, bell pepper, and carrot (for little rabbit)…

And my favorite–King Corn.

I also snagged a couple fun pillows.  These will be used outside, on our porch, when I finally get around to making it my dream outdoor living space.  I’m on the hunt for a couple wooden rockers and a hammock.  When I find these items, I will put these pillows on them, and the wild rumpus will start.

…And these, my dears, are lovely vintage enamel strawberry bowls.  They warm my heart.

The bowls and the pillows actually came from a flea-market style antique store, which might be one of the creepiest places I’ve ever been in.  Old men play cards there.  Not in a cute way, though.  I don’t know what is so deplorably creepy about old men playing cards, but it’s just an air they give off…trust me.  This is the same sort of factually unsound theory as I have about one of our neighbors, who I suspect is a drug dealer.  The source of this particular hunch:  he drives his car a lot at night.  And it makes that loud, intimidating motor sound…he’s definitely selling.

And who could forget this little number?  Fried egg magnet.

That’s a wrap.  I went for a run today in this infernal weather and probably lost about 17 pounds in sweat, so now I’m going to make a batch of brownies.  Something you might not know about me:  when I was a teenager, I majorly binged at night.  Okay, I still do…sporadically.  Once I made a whole strawberry cake, tiptoeing around the kitchen quiet as a little binge-eating mouse, ate it, and destroyed the evidence.  Also I hid pop tarts in my closet.  Cool.

I’m training for a half-marathon and I will eat at least three brownies tonight,

Mary Ann

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